Love

What have I done?
i've been in love before.  heck, i've even been married before.  but i haven't had a boyfriend for 10 years.  i've just "ended" a "relationship" with pg.  i say "ended" because i've tried to end it before and then it just keeps going.  and i say "relationship" because we were officially not "going out" with each other.  but we'd been sleeping together for a year.

Where am I now?
single.  had some romance on the dance floor last weekend, but hadn't met them before nor seen them since.  currently staying strong in my separation from pg, even though i just saw some photos of him on facebook and it gave me a pang.

Where do I want to be?
in a healthy, happy, sexually and emotionally fulfilling relationship with someone i like hanging out with and talking to.

How could I possibly get there?
good lord, i don't know!  wish upon the love fairy?

What will I do?
i shall wish upon the love fairy.